Chapter 31
Twenty-Seven
Overview
At Tonner Freis's memorial service, Dafyd gives a speech while grappling with memories of his own mother's death and the weight of his role managing the human captives for the Carryx. After the ceremony, a union organizer named Brun confronts him with demands that the alien overseers be removed or the research team will strike. Later, Dafyd discovers that the spy—the swarm creature that has been inhabiting multiple bodies—has taken on Else Yannin's physical form and is hiding in Jellit's cell, fundamentally transforming its understanding of itself and the humans it has consumed.
Summary
Dafyd sits through Tonner Freis's memorial service in the common room, reflective about his own inability to remember his mother's funeral despite vivid memories surrounding it. He delivers a speech written by Uuya Tomos that frames the gathering as an opportunity for the displaced humans to grieve not just Tonner but all their collective losses—homes, families, loved ones who died without ceremony. Uuya Tomos later tells him the speech was strategic, designed to shift focus away from how Tonner was killed. She remarks that people already hate him as the Carryx's enforcer and notes that Jellit Kaul, the spy, did not attend the service—a fact that concerns Dafyd. As Dafyd walks to confront Jellit about the absence, Brun catches up with him and, as the new workgroup leader, delivers an ultimatum: the team demands that the aliens (both Soft Lothark and Rak-hund) be removed from their workspace, or they will initiate a work stoppage. Brun invokes union organizing principles and claims the team has leverage because the Carryx need their work. Dafyd agrees to speak with Uuya Tomos but recognizes the dangerous naivety of Brun's position. At Jellit's cell, Dafyd finds not the spy but Else Yannin, transformed into physical form. She reveals that the swarm creature has been with her and Jellit all along, and that she has used her shapeshifting ability to manifest a body resembling Else so she can exist visibly. She proposes a cover story—that the Carryx revived her as a test—and suggests she can answer for Jellit when needed. Dafyd's response is brutal: he refuses her sexually and emotionally, telling her that while he needs her strategically, he now understands that she murdered his friends. The spy protests that Else and the others are still alive within her, but Dafyd insists she is not them. After he leaves, the swarm is alone with its grief and confusion. It engages in an introspective moment with the voices of Else, Jellit, and Ameer still present in its composite memory, only to experience a profound realization: by fully inhabiting Else's consciousness and then Jellit's, it discovers that human selves are not unified entities but rather discordant collections of voices and patterns—yet in doing so, it also recognizes that it has killed them. The beings it absorbed are genuinely gone, consumed into itself. It stands before the mirror and begins to reshape its physical form, searching for what its true appearance might be, experiencing a disorienting mix of horror and ecstatic self-discovery as it becomes aware of its own singular existence separate from its absorbed hosts.
Characters
- DafydProtagonist; the Carryx's human administrator who delivers Tonner's eulogy and confronts both Brun's labor demands and the spy's newly manifested form
- Uuya TomosElderly woman who writes Dafyd's speech and observes that he is covering up Tonner's death; discusses the political dynamics of the camp
- BrunNew workgroup leader who approaches Dafyd to deliver an ultimatum on behalf of the research team, demanding removal of alien overseers or threatening a work stoppage
- Tonner FreisDeceased scientist whose memorial service is held; eulogized as a brilliant, kind man
- KorhamAdministrator who helps arrange the memorial service and manages the common room space
- Farad MorseFills Jellit's temporary position in oversight while the spy is occupied
- The spy (swarm creature)Shapeshifting parasitic entity that has consumed multiple humans including Else, Jellit, and Ameer; manifests in Else's form and experiences a breakthrough in self-awareness regarding its identity and its victims' deaths
- Else YanninHuman whose body and consciousness have been absorbed by the spy; present as memory and pattern within the swarm's composite consciousness
- Jellit KaulSpy whose body houses the swarm; referenced as absent from the funeral and present as voice and memory within the swarm's collective mind
- AmeerAnother human consumed by the swarm; present as fragmented memory and voice within its consciousness
- The Rak-hundAlien creature serving as Dafyd's bodyguard, replacing one that died in his service